I'm depressed. I will be hitting 30 in almost 4 month. I'm getting old and ugly, single, and never being in lo?

I'm depressed. I will be hitting 30 in almost 4 month. I'm getting old and ugly, still single, and never being in love before. Just had few crushes!..I have so many problems at work too, I've been been working for 4 years now, it feels like ages. And because of all that my heath is going down. My period hasn't come since 6 months now!.. I just recently visited the dr, gave me some pill, hope it will help. I'm just too depressed! And i can't help myself!.. I'm drowning. Somedays i feel I can't even talk, i talk slowly if I do, can't think, unwanted. I just want to lay on bed! And die in peace, don't want to get older and uglier. I hope my life ends soon! I'm tired, I want to get with it already.