What is wrong with me? please try to read as much as u can?

you have two find in your heart want and you really want in life what are your dreams and goals and you have to push yourself to make that happen in order to be happy with you and yourself you have to respect yourself friends will come and go its part of life but making friends you have to be friendly and open up two people and you will not be so alone i have been threw the same **** and i found a away to cope with and you should to :)